Oohh loose joints!

Helloo blog!

Today I went to NUH to get a consultation with the orthopeadic doctor. It was quite an irritating yet funny day overall. So! I woke up at like 7.30 when I was supposed to get up at 6.30. That was the original plan. But, I was just too tired to wake up.

Anyway got up at 7.30 to the sound of my munmy screaming for me to wake up. :| hais. Hahaha. Got up, reaf the papers, bathed and change and we all got out by 9. On the way, realised my mm had not taken the referal letter. My dad got angry and my mum was saying it's ok it's okay. In the end she got the neighbourhood doc to fax it over.

Anyway, we went into the room where two doctors came in. One was a Chinese guy and the other a Indonesian guy. In my opinion, I felt they were very unprofessional in the way they talk and behave like as if I wasn't there and that I was some kind of animal being examined. Turns out they were both the interns to the doctor serving me. The doctor himself was a funny pleasent guy. Patient in answering my mother who was so sidetracked.

About my mum, she told the Chinese intern about my previous xray I had when I was in sec2 for MY BACK! What the heck does my ANKLE have anything to do with MY BACK last time?!?! Omgosh I was so frustrated. Then the intern was like " err, so which injury are you coming here for?" -_-" I wished my dad was there. Goodness. Then she was all so flirty trying to be funny with the doctor all. Jeez. Okay lah not flirty just you know very chatty and impressive to the doctor which I totally not.

Back to the problem. The real doctor examined my foot, then he said it might be the AFT something something. Ah. Don't know what all these chim chim words doctors use. Haha. Said I had to go for an MRI scan to check it out. Prolly he said "your ankle ligaments might have been torn and maybe part of my bone came off too thus it hurts" oh yah! And he said I had really flexible ligaments. Normal ligaments are like shoelaces, he tells me, and mine are like rubber bands. Haha. My arms are longer than my actual height! Haha amazing ah! Hahaha. Wtfish.

So yeah my appointment is on the 6th of august like 3mths away. -_-" so long. Pain for soo long. :( then see the doctor to go for recovery stage. Cry lah. So long. That means this year I cannot run. Plus I lose out on taking part in next years events too. I won't be prepared. How to? :'( I m so sad right now. I really wish I can train you know. Training looks like so much fun now. And I m missing out. Oh wells. This sucks like shit. I m
so prone to injuries cos of my flexible ligaments. I m also prone to having heart murmurs and heart related problems cow the heart gets overworked. :/ scaryyy!

Recently I've been feeling rather insecure. I don't think I am pretty I don't feel pretty and yes I do compare myself to girls that usually make guys go gaga. -_-" today I was people watching and I was looking at Akif and Melissa talking. Melissa is the kind of girl that guys like. Pretty, long hair, cute,quite chatty. Akif is like those mix-with-Chinese-more-than-Malay kinda Malay guy. Why can't guys just open their eyes you know. They don't have to always go with girls who are like those. Ah but that's the way I think right? I m talking rubbish here. So yeah I m gonna sign out now and sleep!

Lovez,
Noreen