i need a lil more luck than a lil bit...

when the past meets the present, the memories flow like a torrential rain without any hint of remorse for those who suffer because of it~

(@ 3pm.)


i have a problem. a small one. haha. i am so in a daze now. i dont know what i am supposed to do now. :(





its valentine's day today. man. there's a lot of couples out today. :( i'm happy and yet sad. haha. yes i know. my time will come.. hais. when? haha. i dont know. i'll leave it to allah. sheesh kebabs.














every girl in the street is holding a flower. haha. i feel like buying a flower for myself. haha. a SUNFLOWER! :D i love sunflower. haha. they light up my life. haha.they are so big and bright, its like as if they have a need to spread their happiness around. :P haha. but some people find sunflowers ugly. hmm. i dont think so. haha. i think they are special. :D



anyway, there's alot of couples coming in to buy watches. man. so far 7 watches. ahh. i screwed up with a watch. sickening. why am i so stupid? i keyed in the wrong model no. for the watch. same price so the money isn't the problem. aish. its the model no. on the warranty and the computer system. ARH! :O how how?



i have the urge to buy or do something different. like for example, dye my hair blue! haha. crazy urge aint it? haha. damn. the stardust competition is damn noisy.. but i love the drums and the guitar playing.haha. rocks shit. :P



pipi is out watching "on the line" with i dont know who but at least she is watching with SOMEONE! aishhh. so sad. :( i'm so moody again. so sorry to anyone who is angry/pissed at me.



(@5pm)


damn. i keep thinking people are pissed at me! why? why? why?
jeesh. i feel like i shouldnt talk to anyone. cos i'd just end up pissing or hurting their feelings. i cant NOT care about how others feel. i am not that kinda person who doesnt care about others. its my nature to help people in need. thats why sometimes i feel i am TOO NICE. if there is such a thing. :P i cant even solve my own problems and i wanna help others. aishh. noreen noreen. "AHH! THERE!thats YOUR PROBLEM LAH! SEE!" (in my best immitation of my mum.) haissh.


anywayyys. got customer. ciaos

norr.





(@ 11.52pm)

i'm listening to "tongue tied" by faber drive. i love love this song. haha. i find it really catchy. haha. AND AND! i need really, good luck. ahaha. i dont know. i dont know what i feel now. i feel really blur. haha. aishh. really really blur. i hate this feeling. it means bad news. it means heartache will come again. or at least i'm conditioned to think this way. i feel like i need to cry or escape.


anyyywayyy,, awaayyy frommthe emoo-ness. haha.

i'm gonna keep my promise to allah. haha. i asked him to allow me to go to the paris park bbq without my parents knowing and also to give me a place in tp and hopefully he'll give me the business course too. so, i promised that i'll pray properly and i'll learn and i'll keep my promise. hmm. there's one more. hmmm...


i cant remember what it is but but i have a list of promises I made to MYSELF that I need to keep.

1) i MUST exercise at least 3 times a week.

2) i MUST do at least 100 situps everyday.

3) i MUST watch my words.

4) i MUST try to NOT use SINGLISH.

5) i MUST PRAY everyday.

yupps. thats all i have for myself. haha. 5 simple "rules"/promises to myself. i have to change. i cant keep being this lazy person. i have to change. i HAVE TO. yet, i cant forget who i am. :D haha. i will be myself. so, personality wise, i will not change.


AH! i know! i PROMISED TO PAY BACK MY 10 DAYS OF NOT FASTING! :D i think its an AAWWWeesome idea. haha. isnt it? haha. i'll lose weight, clear my bowels and and! i wont be owe-ing anymore days! :D

shit shit! i hate movies where people i like die. damn cold mountain.

damn i feel ugly now. haha! heckkys. cold mountain finishing.YESH!


so so. my uploader is working, and here's my onis. haha! love love love them to bits and pieces. haha. my hard earned money, on smth so bloody nice. haha. in my opinion. haha! :D :D





next target, HEADPHONES BABY~ yeaaahhhh i have my eyes locked on it. haha. 101 bucks. haha. worth it. haha.









with that, adios amigos.

tata,
norr.