hold me close and dont let go... i need to know how you feel too. i'm falling to pieces so dont let go...oh. i'm so moody. i have come up with a theory. i think its because of the full moon. yupps. i heard that the full moon makes people feel depressed more. lots of suicides and breakups. yupps. i heard lah. not sure where i heard from also. hehe. well. i havent bathed. haha. and its 9.52pm. haha. oh hell.
hmm. i think i just made him sad. cos i asked him what he would do if i left him.hmm. so mean huh come to think of it. hmm. but right, he keep saying in a joking way that he will leave me. recently its been too much lah. haha. i know he's joking but there comes a point where i cant take it. where the joke just stops being funny. you know what i mean? sighs. just that day, he asked me what i would do if he walked away from me. so i told him i would just go back home. i honestly, would not know what to do. i was thinking that i would be too shocked to do anything until after he had left the place. ha. can you imagine me being shocked? i can. urgh. horrible. well, it made me sad thinking about it. jeez. dont think he realised it though. oh anyways. its alright. he is quite blur to other people's feelings. so yeah. i understand.
well. i just asked him. he said he wont let me go. but he never actually answered me. oh wells. i bet he just couldnt imagine it happening and he wont know what he'd actually do. sighs. love.
oh man. saturday's coming up. tmrw i'm gonna go study. haha. ruben's gotto bring his lil brother to get his collectible car. hmm. i think wayne is such a nice boy. haha. i'd love to have him as my lil bro. haha. so naive. haha. but cute. heh.
i'm kinda lonely at home. what to do right? only child mahs. always alone. even with a cat. hell. i'm gonna go off. sayonara.
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