Resistance♥

Biography

The name is Noreen. Pronounced Naw-re-en I live with my parents and my adorable cat and i love it here. I'm in love with Ruben Wong Yew Hsien. And, of course , my family and my best friends. They're the best! I'm a die-hard animal lover so dont mess with me about animal abuse. My greatest enemy is myself and i'm constantly in battle.

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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "SHOPPING"?

A bagpack
A few packs of Fujifilm wide instax films
Cinema: Watch Shrek 3
Get a Weekend Part-time Job
Get my ankles recovered and get back to training
Get good grades for my exams

Get new shorts to wear

Spend more time with Ruben and friends

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Alicia Amanda(whiteowl) Amanda(whiteowl)pt.2Alisha (TP: bgirl!) Dipna Fazlin Gladys Gina Irfaan(TP:photographer) Krista Liang wei Mariam Melody Leow Mei Xian/egg (a.k.a KAYLA) Nicole CH-EN Ridzwan Sally a.k.a sunshine! Valerie Wei Ning Groovy Orange Blog Nexo'ahyoahyo' blog

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Sunday, 5 July 2009

so much for feeling okay right? "i'm okay"- thats what i tell everyone. i mask it, i hide it, i fold it and stash it away. think its over noreen? noo.. think again. well. i am only human, so what more can i say to deny it? i'm not okay. i never was. maybe at one point i was. but when i'm not around those i love, those that "slap"me in the face (with facts) and tell me to wake up, the words those nincoompoops whisper, gets to me. yeap. it just hits me square in the heart. hah. bet you were thinking it would hit the face or smth. :P nah. it hurts the heart, these words from idiots.

well. i think, i have a feeling, ruben's drunk by now.. so much for cutting down on beer and ciggies. oh well. i can really seriously only help him till a certain extent. the rest is his own discipline. hope he doesnt do anything stupid. :/ i make him worry today. and i'm making him feel so uselessly dependable on me for money. hmm. i'm feeling abit frustrated too. he has to stop spending and start saving. he doesnt need to spend it on me. but he needs to chill out at home. then again, i'm the girlfriend of a party boy. haha. oh wells. as long as he doesnt do anything stupid when he's drunk. oh man. so worried i am.

sighs. things have been getting to me. words especially are getting to me. still. my counsellor has adviced me to relook the situation. look at it from a different point of view. my negative thoughts should be turned into positive. he made me see. thank god he told me. haha.thank god i have friends like him. my nakamas. haha. :P the only few i can actually tell stuff to with no hesitation. haha. why you may ask? hmm. that, only god can answer. they are just such awesome people. (: loves.

from : NO WHERE
to : NOW HERE.

well if you were wondering, the person told my dear boy, that he could get someone MUCH MUCH better looking than me. my boy couldnt keep it from me, he told me, i apprieciated it. but no matter how i tell myself that it doesnt matter, the more it matters to me. cos the more i wonder, why? why does he bother sticking around? what for? i'm glad though. honestly. really fucking glad to have him. (excuse me, but only vulgarities make the cut for expressing my expression.) the idiot who said it, should have said it. really. you honestly dont want to be my enemy. hah. i make it sound like those who are my enemies actually die from smth. well. take it this way, i'm making myself feel good. feel strong. (: haha. oh well. if you consider me ignoring you when you say hi, me giving you the CB face when you look at me, me talking to you (if i have to) in a monotone way, something horrible terrible, then yeah. its not worth being my enemy. either be some one i know but isnt my best or good friends or just make your way to be my good/ best friend. hahaha.

boy sitll hasnt called. hmm. honestly think that he's drunk. i just hope he gets back safe. really. my eyes are shutting down. but before that, i must tell you that ICE AGE 3 IS TOTALLY FUNNY. haha. i love the stupid squirel. haha. fighting over the nut. haha. well well well. its funny for me lah. haha. yesterday night, played CS with the gang. i wasnt too bad i think. :P feel like playing it now. haha.i had motion sickness though. haha. sucks. ask me bout it and i'll tell you.haha. oh man. i'm still thinking of ice age 3. ahaha.

ahh. the things that make me happy. ruben, hamid, presley, mei xian, divya, piriyah, and amanda. I LOVE YOU ALL. seriously.

ruben: bed of roses. thank you for calling. <3 hamid: COUNSELLOR (: (: thank you.

love,
norr.

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