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Tuesday, 30 June 2009

what an unlucky/funny/sueyyy/hilarious day.

urgh. my unluckiness. i cannot mention. too bloody bad alrdy. first, teacher come and pick me to answer the question. then when she lets some one else in the class choose, i GET PICKED AGAIN! how suey? urgh. cos some more, i dont really understand that topic. urgh. suey.

now i'm so damn tired. i trained today. did 5 rounds of phat leg ( i think thats how you spell it) thenn died. so i decided to do 30,30,20,20(100) times of sit ups and back raises. hehe. yupps. now my lower stomach region is feeling a lil tighter. hehe! i must continue to do it and train lah. cannot just give up like that. so yeah. i must have a lil motivation. whats more, FRIDAY IS SPORTS DAY! and GUESS WHAT?! i'm RUNNING 100m AND 200m! I DONT LIKE 200m. wahlau. so suey.

oh my god. guess what. i think i lost my phone. how now sia?! fuck.shit. the day is getting bad to worse. sialah. fuck. i left it in the bus. crappers. seriously. how? omg. plus. i have another problem. but i cant say. hmm... maybe i have the solution. hmm. oh man. the stress. ):

heck.

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:42:00 pm

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

Tell me that you love me, and it will be alright. Are you thinking of me? Just come to me tonight. You know i need you, just like you need me. Cant stop, wont stop, i must be dreaming...

i feel, insecured. i feel, really sleepy. i feel, in a daze. i feel, like i am unable to concentrate. i feel, like i'm on a high. ): oh man. do ya, do ya, love me? do you want me to hold ya when you cry? do ya, do ya, love me? dont wanna hear you say mayy beehh.. wont you tell me do ya love me, cos i wanna know! so. one, two, three. Hamid and Presley, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! REALLY REALLY TAKE CARE! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!must okay?? i'm praying for you! :) :) :)

lovess, norr.

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1:34:00 am

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

OHHHH MANN. what do we do. haha. All i can say is that, i am so dazed right now, i feel like i'm on cloud 9. hahahahaha! oh yeah. haha. things are okay. everythings is fine. bu i feel like i need to talk to my frieds more now. haha.my phone bill just burst thru the ceiling again.

oh well. i'm really not in the mood to update my blog. haha. things are just going on well lah. thats all i can say. haha. i've met so many new people, understood so many new things. heard so many new songs. still am. haha. i tried to fast today. but its a total epic fail. cos you know why? i just HAD to have my bloody friend over in the morning. if you get what i mean. haha. yeah.

tomorrow gonna go to school for project work on Comm Skills with the group at 12. hmm. then i gotto train, then rush to bugis at 7 for gathering. haha.

thursday i gotto meet up with the gang at clarke quay at 7pm for dinner there. the gang consists of melody,lau lau,manda,shree,mariam,jannah,piriyah and me. duhhh? hahaha. yeahhh.. friday, i am free. hmm.. i wanna go out with sweet. but the poor boy has only 15 bucks on him. hahaha. unless i can get my allowance lah. i havent asked it from mummy lah. hmm. the poor boy.

next week's thursday is his birthday... got his card done. nothing much. haha. i'm not happy with it. haha.what else can i do for him? hmmm... i know he wants to get his guitar. he's short of $200 bucks?hmm... how can i get like $200 bucks? hmm... or what else can i do? i'm gonna treat him to transformers the revenge of the fallen... i should print pictures? should i? hmm.. lemme see. i shall print piccys lah. i think more punch right? haha.

these few piccys okay? hmmm... plus a few more? haha. yeahh. but this photos are nice arent they? duhhh. cos i took them lah! HAHA! what the heckk. haha.

hmmm... so yeah.. oh wells. i'll try to make him happy. :) love is such a funny thing isnt it? :) oh man. what to do.

man. i just wanna surround myself around friends and him of course. haha. but i dont wanna forget my friends. i still love them loads loads. haha. and and I WANNA WATCH BLOOD THE LAST VAMPIRE !!!!

BUT RIGHT?!? THE DAMN THING IS M18 LAH! I AM NOT 18!!! :( :( :( my favourite anime siaakk. haha. stupid shyte. ruben says that cathay cine doesnt check. but i scared they check. how how? :/ aisssshhh. i cant find it online too. wahha.... :'( can cry siakk. haha.

sian. haha. oh. listen to "my song".

bed of roses by bon jovi.

Sitting here wasted and wounded
At this old piano
Trying hard to capture
The moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka
Is still lodged in my head
And some blonde gave me nightmares
I think that she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and
French kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps
Its own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love and the truth and
What you mean to me
And the truth is baby you're all that I need

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well I'm so far away
That each step that I take is on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night
Just to see through this payphone
Still I run out of time
Or it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper,
Baby blind love is true

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died

Now as you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me
To stand in her spotlight again
Tonite I won't be alone
But you know that don't
Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove
For it's you that I'd die to defend

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

i love my sweet boy. haha. thank God for him in my life. Thank God for everything that i have, every friend i meet, all my best friends i have made, the parents that i've got, the cousins that i have.. these people mean the world to me. Thank You Allah for everything. :):) amin

love love,
norr.

things are never the same without you now.

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2:06:00 pm

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

today. was a very fun fun day. the other day was an awesome awesome day.

lets see... how do i say it?
hmm. yahh. so i think i'll start with SATURDAY morning. okay?
storyy begins there...

lets see...

SATURDAY MORNING

i got an sms from YONO fan of BONO at 3amish in the morning. damn early. knn. haha. i was sleeping. so i replied at like 5 amish in the morning, not looking at the actual time i received it. haha. so yeah. he replied me at 9amish later asking me where to meet and how to get there. i wanted to find out if lau lau was going first.haha. so yeah. i smsed them back and forth then at 2 to 3 ish we confirmed that we would meet at bukit batok interchange to take a bus there. went there, drank a cup of $6 coke. haha. (one sip was 50cents man.) haha. bought it cos the lady was pesterinf us to buy so me and lau lau were like fed up and bought coke. innocent lah.

haha.thenn.. yeah. listened to Skyrocket and Anger Management play. awesome shit they did lah. super 80s. haha. nice stuff. but i think for lau lau and yono, they werent quite used to it cos of the songs. they werent familiar with the songs. then yeah. haha.mei xian left when Anger Management sang their second song. haha. me and yono went to send her off. she took a taxi cos she was late. hm. then yeah. we went back, sat down at our usual spot and Anger Management had to be doing their last song. haha. thenn.. yeah. there was a slight commotion when they finished when ruben said " this is a 3 + 1 thing!" i was wondering what thing. so yeah. but didnt think much of it lah. haha. so i relaxed when ruben went on to say " Ok. i would like to dedicate this next song to a very special girl, Noreen. Noreen, you remember i told you i would ask you to be my girlfriend? yeah. when i gave you that ring i meant it."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. oh yeah people. i'm with dear ruben wong now. haha. shocked? haha. but i was touched. he did it in front of many many people. i was kinda shy. haha. then again who wouldnt be? but the thing i was so happy about was that he was so daring and had actually thought about doing this for me. haha. aww. hell. he is an awesome guy. love him much.

so todayy. went to east coast with ruben after a day of not seeing him ( i know i wont die. not saying that i would die.) yeah then met up with piriyah, divya and manda at orchard, i was late but they were too only piriyah. haha. ate pizza, laughed, had fun, took some pictures,bought some clothes ( manda and pipi did. not me.) , thenn went home. haha. fun lah today. and dang. wahab just confessed to me that he likes me. hmm. i decided not to bring his hopes up and i went to tell him directly that i alrdy have a bf and i just found him. haha. yeah. first time noreen so direct. well i guess its better if he gets hurt now when he still can recover then he hate me later. i told him nicely too. so yeah. well. its 3am on the 10th of june now anddd

its PIRIYAH'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIRIYAH!
YOU ARE 17 YEARS OLD ALREADY!
MUAHAHA.

gonna meet her later.. with dipna to watch monsters vs aliens. heard it was a good show. haha. ohh wells. ahaha. i might be watching drag me to hell too. damn i hate horror movies. ahh. heck.

anyway, i'm dead tired now. so i wanna go and sleep. haha. nightss.

norr.

ihopethatlovewontdeceivemethistime.

Labels: love the way you see me...

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11:58:00 pm

Sunday, 7 June 2009

yesterday. ouhh. yesterday. i missed wahababa's gig yesterday. but i had the time of my life with stupid shitty funny ruben. hahaha. that idiott. haha. yeahh. bought him his birthday present in advance yesterday. some "leather" bagpack. damn. i need one myself. haha. ouh wells. damn. i need to buy pipi's one also. hmm. pipi! what do you want? :P haha. i rather get something you want then i buy smth that has no use.

hahaha. i gotto get ready at like 4.30ish? gonna go to the gig lah. ahaha. hopefully mei xuann can come. haha. yono's going. at least got gang a bit. haha. but i think he'll desert me after awhile sia. haha. crap. haha.thats why i want lau mei. then i can go high also. hahaha. laugh like donkeys. haha.

manda's father's birthday sia today. thats why she cant go. sad. :( presley had smth on so he cant come. sad. divya has smth on too. so she also cant come. SO LAU MEI! come come come! :) :) come okaayyy?? :) pipi cant come cos she's in viettiinamm. hahaha. and only comin back on monday. tmrw. haha. damn. haha. tmrw my mummy wants to shop. tmrw is the chance to get alotta stuff. :) :)

crappers. hmm. its 4.23 now. i should get ready soon. hopefully mei xuan comes. :) insyahallah.

hell. gotto go now then. sayonara.

norr.

Labels: oh the coolness of the wind.

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1:29:00 pm

Friday, 5 June 2009

WOOHOOOOOOO. THANKS LAU MEI, DIVYA,PRESLEY, HAMID AND ZUL (i dunnoe your full name) WHO WENT "SHOPPING" (more like eating) WITH ME TODAY! WHEE.....

MADE MY DAY although i lost my hand phone's back cover and zul made fun of me so many times. haha. he and his white, shiny rose card design. haha. its nice by the way. haha. cute guy from IT. haha.

I WANT IPHONE. :( haha. okay. i had fun. although i only bought small perfume bottle from SEPHORA. awesome shit stuff that they sell. haha. now i smell all chocolatey, i think i have to stay away from hungry people. :P later they eat me. ):

haha. shiokness. ahh. tmrw have to go to GOMBAK sia.. not sure if i want to. at 9 man the thing start. ms suhana says its okay if i cant make it. but like i think she sleep liaos. so how to tell her?
hmmm.

yeah. i guess, i'm going for the party anyway. i realise, i dont care what others think because when they actually get to know me, I AM AWESOME ENOUGH, that they WONT CARE! :) hahaha! chey chey .what the heck lah. they all gonna go drunk then what the shit am i gonna do? anyone wanna lend me your psp or smth? :) itouch preferably? :P haha.

sian. haha. zombified man. dang body clocks. haha. woke me up at 9 this mornin man. crazy shyte. i had only 3hours and 15mins worth of sleep. i think i should sleep now also. haha. so yeah. nighties? :P

THANKS AGAIN TO THOSE LOVELY FUNNY PEOPLE TODAY! :D you help me get outta my mood. :) love you all. <3

norr.

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11:30:00 pm

SHOPPINGGGG!!! I'M GONNA GO SHOPPING! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

laugh laugh laugh and shop shop shop.

hehehehehehehe!

LOVE LOVE LOVE FRIENDS! <3>

hmm. i dont know if i wanna go to skyrocket's party anymore. there are lots of factors lah. hmm. not sure if i can tell him.. how to tell him? but he's playing. i wanna support. but i dont feel that enthu if there was no one close that i know. anyone wanna follow me? :) hmmm. i'll see how. i know i'll disappoint him if i dont go. but he is so excited about it. i... am, not that to be honest. i should go. support him. ): i'm afraid. afraid of judgement, whats more, if there WAS judgement, i wouldnt wanna know. then i wouldnt be bothered by it. but. hell. i am alrdy told. but no one hsould be blamed. hmm. yeah. insecurities are coming back up. i feel like just hanging out with presley and hamid and mei xian and divya and not think about anything else. i just wanna hang out with my friends, i wanna hang out with him. but, ... hmmm.i dont know. not at the moment. i need to get back to the stage where fun and laughter came easily around him. i feel like i've disappoint him or smth. i know thats not the case. but yeah. i cant help but feel this way lah. yeah. so now i really need my friends around me. i'm gonna indulge in spending for awhile, laughing for awhile, crapping for awhile.

i'm so sorry i feel this way. i really cant help it. hmm. okok. now, no more thinking!

ITS SHOPPPING TIMMEEEE!!!! :) :) :) hahahahahahaha! ciaos!

norr.

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12:05:00 pm

Thursday, 4 June 2009

so not feeling well. damn. how how how? no one to shop with. i'm in no mood to even rebutt my dad sia. i just follow what he ask me to do. that is how crappy this headache is. and i cant believe i am even typing this. hmm. but today has been fun. haha. yeapps. finished ALL MY TESTS! :D :D :D :D: :D :D :D

hmmm...yeahhh. met hamid today. haha. first time ah. haha. hmm.. he was quite funny. haha. presley as usual always make me laugh. haha. funny arse-ses haha. their life is so complicated/messy/hectic/interesting/funny/eventful man. haha. a lot of shit man. haha. they just kept talking and talking and i just kept laughing and laughing. haha. they were telling me all their stories from school. man. telling me bout their classmates and stuff. it really made me feel like i missed out on smth when i was in sports school. BUT! i still love my sports school. :) i will always love the time with my BESTEST OF THE BESTEST friends, all the guys, all the girls, all my enemies, all my sidekicks, all my teachers. i tell you, no outside teacher can ever take sports school kids unless they can tahan a WHOLE LOTTA energy. "no monkeyyy business ahhh!"-mak ping sun our "beloved" science teacher. hehe. not so beloved in the end. haha. sian. haha.

pause. i gotto call dear ruben wong yew hsien. yupps. haha. crappers. i am damn tired. hmm.

i honestly am not feeling happy to be honest. i need to shop. i need to laugh. i need to ... i dont know. i really dont know. sighs. i'm having goosebumps honestly. haha. the feeling of mine. i feel like i should hide it away from everyone. like it will make others sad. i rather not let others feel my worries. ahh. hell. its not a biggy anyway.

hmm. i havent call ruben. i. must. call. ruben. now. pick up the phone and dial now noreen.

sian. i still havent call. urgh. kk. calling now. i sign off first. my dad took my camera. :( sad sia. cos he left his in KL with the office people. jeez. one week of no camera?! whaattt is thiss. sighs. this is sad lahh. i wana get an itouch. tmrw i try to get one. haha. kk. going off. ciaos.

dammit. my dad made me unhappy just when i felt better. sian balls ah. eff it. bye!

norr.

love hits me like a bullet train,
so fast and hard,
my protective wall doesnt even make a difference.

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11:04:00 pm

Monday, 1 June 2009

ohhh. haha. i've been super lazy. lazy to upload pictures, lazy to do anything. haha. now listening to freddie singing "somebodyy, somebodyy, oh somebodyy to loveee" hahaha! i love freddie. his voice uber sexy. haha. sad that he ... yeah. hmm.

oh wells. the test today was crap. haha. in a way. actually it was okay. not bad not good. ye know. haha. errr. had P.O.M today ( principle of management). yeah. crapped part of a question. ah heck. its over. i dont want to talk about it. haha.

tmrw. tmrw is microecons. haha. now i love this song by Queen - Love Of My Life. haha. how awesome is freddie mercury. haha. awesomeest.haha. kk. i'm gonna study my micro now. i study so hard i feel like i'm taking my O's again man. haha. hell. its for the benefit of my track. haha. :P friday is PARTAAEEYY time. haha. saturday anyone wanna go to sentosa with me? :D haha. sms me aite! haha! sunday anyone wanna follow me to skyrocket's party? :P haha. its at bukit timah, starts at 7. i'll go with ya! haha! sms me again aite. :) haha. come come come with me kays! i pai seh to go alone. hehe.

kk. i go study. nightoes!

peekaboo,
norr.

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10:33:00 pm