Resistance♥

Biography

The name is Noreen. Pronounced Naw-re-en I live with my parents and my adorable cat and i love it here. I'm in love with Ruben Wong Yew Hsien. And, of course , my family and my best friends. They're the best! I'm a die-hard animal lover so dont mess with me about animal abuse. My greatest enemy is myself and i'm constantly in battle.

Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "SHOPPING"?

A bagpack
A few packs of Fujifilm wide instax films
Cinema: Watch Shrek 3
Get a Weekend Part-time Job
Get my ankles recovered and get back to training
Get good grades for my exams

Get new shorts to wear

Spend more time with Ruben and friends

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Meet the people I love♥

Alicia Amanda(whiteowl) Amanda(whiteowl)pt.2Alisha (TP: bgirl!) Dipna Fazlin Gladys Gina Irfaan(TP:photographer) Krista Liang wei Mariam Melody Leow Mei Xian/egg (a.k.a KAYLA) Nicole CH-EN Ridzwan Sally a.k.a sunshine! Valerie Wei Ning Groovy Orange Blog Nexo'ahyoahyo' blog

Pastentries

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♥ June 2007
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♥ February 2008
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♥ May 2008
♥ June 2008
♥ July 2008
♥ August 2008
♥ September 2008
♥ October 2008
♥ November 2008
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♥ January 2009
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♥ January 2010
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♥ August 2010

Creditorials

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Tuesday, 3 February 2009

erm. i have nothing to say. too tired. my eyes are red. i'm coughing, i sound like an old maid. and i look like i just want to die. :( no mood, as you can picture. arh. my eyes hurt. really. i cant close them. too dry. sian balls. what do i do?

Za helped me relieve a lot of un-needed stress. thanks za. really. i hope that god helps you with your problems as well. you are damn inspiring. i look at you in awe. :0 i wish i could try and help but i think i'll only make things worse. so i'll just try to make you laugh so that at least you dont think about it too much. haha. i hope you get with that thai guy, he seems like a good person. haha. i'm sure he is. :D go for it! :D

i'm tired. tired of everything. yet i love them all. i cherish it. i thank god. my life isnt that bad. but damn malay. how to be interested in it?

waiting for your, call,
i'm sick, call,
i'm angry,call,
i'm desperate for your voice,
listening to the song we used to sing,
in the car, do you remember,butterfly
early summer, its playing on repeat,
just like when we would meet.

i'm so tired. what do i live for now? do i make a difference in anyone's life?
i know i wil never kill myself. never. too risky.
i'm a coward to kill myself. i have no guts to kill myself. and its okay.
dont worry people, i'm just having a bad day.
and i wont kill myself.

omg. pleaase. help. the stupid nanyang guy is really freaking me out.
why do i have to be such a nice person and always answer his damn smses.
now see what i've done? arh. he keeps asking me when i get off work. jeez
fishcakes. i think i need to hire a bodyguard. haha! scary you know!
he spoiled my mood today. jeeez.

i ate macs for lunch AND for dinner. damn.
i must go jogging again. at bishan park. haha. its really nice. haha.
when there's sun. haha!
although i prefer having people jogging with me.
although then i might die with the pace. :P
i'm getting fatter. :( this is completely unacceptable.
aw man. i need to train again. seriously. but how? no time!
urgggjj.

how?

as she remembers those days, where she smiled without any force,
where just his words would make her smile,
her tears rolled down like rain drops on marble.

what had happened? she askes herself. why did it become like this?
her life has been overturned, dreams crushed.
she is afraid. Afraid of closing her eyes.
he is always there. but he is so far now. so far.
for instead of his warm embrace, she feels the cold vibes he now, gives out.

why? why have you changed? you've changed me as well.
thats was all that went through her mind as she sees his true colours.
smoke fills her lungs and as she coughs, a bottle rolls on the floor.
she looks at him, unsure of who he was.
who was this person? this person who had pierced his ears, and tried to look cool?

this was not the person she once knew.
she realised, it was time to move on.
for he will never regret. he will never come back.

she pulls in all her strength. her anger. her hatred.
they all give her the strength to move on.
she just has to move on.

how does it feel? how does it feel?
you're different from me.

so. i failed again in the "no singlish" attempt. so heck! this is gonna be " TAKE 8. anddddd ACTION!" yupps. i didnt even realise i spoke singlish. hows that? haha! yupps.

~~"do you miss me?"~~ a question i've been wanting to ask you for so long. sighs. i guess not. i shouldnt keep lying to myself.

sorry sorry. i've been so emo in this blog. i promise to god that i will not kill myself or harm myself in any way. :) i promise. i'm feeling a bit better now. so i'm gonna sleep. :) i have a long day ahead. no off till sunday. oh man. :( haha. its okay. at least i have a book. :D

I'm tryna let you go,
I can't, get a grip of it is what I'm tryna let you know.
You got a hold or some kind of control of me
I don't know what it is, but I gotta get you gone from me
I'm working at it and it ain't getting no better just tryna be like,
yeah, forget it, whatever,
Instead of staring out this glass looking at this bad weather, damn I gotta pull myself together...
.....
I'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back
I got it bad, that's what you can call that.
When I see you in the streets, that's the worse for me

Used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me

It's too major, don't see you on my pager,
Know what you doing, where you at, or can I see you later?

....

Is it wrong for me to feel this way, you been running through my mind all day
Can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time
That's what kills me
Is it wrong for me to feel this way, you been running through my mind all day
Can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time
And it kills me

....
And if I could, I would, turn back the hands of time and correct all my mistakes that I ever did
But now I guess I gotta move on, right?
It's still hard and I still love you till this day
Peace.

outta my sytem - bow wow.

so tata,
norr.

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