oh. i dont think i've actually gotten over you yet. :( missing you like crazy. keep thinking about you. i dont want to.i know you wont come back. i'm sure you wont. not to me. :( ahh.. i keep dreaming of you. i just feel like crying. cos no one understands.i see how they look at me. i know they know i love you everytime i deny it. its written on my face. it breaks me apart to know you are there but never as close as before.i get so scared that you'd forget me. so scared. was it all lies? all the things you said to me? did you really mean it? why am i such a FOOL?! i wish so much that you'll come back. i really wish. you're drifting. i can feel it. i can see it. i wish this was all not happening.I JUST GOTTO SAY IT STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART,
OH BABY, I MISS YOU, I DO...
crappers. shyte. i really do not dig emo songs now. they are messing up my head. now i've dreamt of smth totally untrue and it makes me really really sad. shyte. i'm supposed to meet manda and mx and divya today. now actually. but crap. i have no mood to get out of my house. to dress up. to do anything. crap. i dont feel like going anywhere.argh. i dont feel like typing, eating, sleeping, drawing, listening to music, chatting,exercising, and pratically everything. yeapp. this is me, emo-ing. totally restless. i've got a damn bad cough which is damn irritating cos i cant breathe properly and i still keep thinking of him. which i find is the thing that is making me absolutey emo. ARGH! crap. this is so not a good day to make me angry so i'll warn those who read my blog. sighs. this is shit. i keep thinking about, my actions to others, wondering if they are affected by it, if they find it wrong, should i do something to clear my doubts, about stupid stuff. i really think i OVER THINK sometimes. i think way too much. and i doubt its helping me do anything.
MAN! O's results coming out in 2 days time. argh! so scaryy! i'm scared but yet, i'm excited like crap shit. omggg..... i'm SO NERVOUS!!!
shaking in fear,
norr.
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