Resistance♥

Saturday, 31 January 2009

Today!, i got a HAIRCUT! yeahhhh babbyyy yeahhh. :D i had a nice time as the hairdresser snipped away on my "long" hair. haha. now its REALLY SHORT. ok. not really. but its IS short. haha. The hairdresser made it interesting. haha. she likes to talk from the way i see it. haha. very bubbly woman. haha. in my opinion, she seems like an in-depth/ deep-thinking person. wow. never seen anyone like her with her personality. haha. so open. she chatted to me about how china people who are in s'pore are more hardworking andd stuff. haha. i asked her alot of things about my hair and how to take care of it. haha. cos she says customers 'need to know'. ahah. its true what.haha. so i asked her if i should highlight and how much it would cost.phew! 97 buck man! mahal lah sia! oops. no more singlish for me starting today. :D i'm starting again. this is gonna be "take 4, ACTION!". haha. yeapps. anyway, the hairdresser said my hair was dry. haha. and i AGREE TOTATLLY MAN. haha. she told me that i should use shampoos with moisturising agents but it shouldnt be too rich. yeah. and for conditioner, people shouldnt let it touch the scalp. wow. i didnt know that. haha. she advised me to check with the poly i'm going to, to see if they have any restrictions on hair colour. goood adddviiicee. haha. anyway,i got a trim and layered done. haha. so now my hair is LIGHT and THIN. haha!

moving on. haha.

talking about courses. hmm. this is the sad part. -_-"

I'm damn fed up; so stressed. I feel like i am such a disappointment to everyone. i feel like i've let my parents down. i'm a failure. I feel stupid. so damn stupid. my dad wasnt in a good modd yesterday. kept scolding me for stupid resons like not speaking up and get this, NOT DRINKING WATER. how shit can it be? like here i am feeling so dumb and stupid already and he is there scolding me. i cried in the car, in the toilet, in my room and almost in the TP auditorium. oh man. thats how shit i felt yesterday. today, i feel stupid still but not that depressed. haha. i thank AMANDA LEE for smsing me at the right time and for talking it thru with me. and also PRESLEY for making me laugh early in the morning and letting me complain about the result. haha. THANK YOU, YOU TWO. :D

oh. i wanna thank ZA too. she is really the bomb. she let me share all the pain and the troubles i have with everything. she is the only adult who listens. she even shares her stories with me. i could tell her how i feel so jailed up at home. how my home doesnt feel like a home anymore. how i work and slog everyday yet i cant touch my money cos "if i touch it, it will disappear" *quoted from my mother.* how stingy my mum can be by, not even paying 20 bucks to fix my headphones instead of buying a new one which may cost 100 over bucks. i mean, its 20 BUCK MAN! how shit can that be? only 20 bucks. i feel lie a bird with out feathers. without wings. i only have my friends to be happy with. yeah sure my parents love me thats why they do this. and i DID TRY to talk to them and tell them how i feel. but all they reply me is, "Noreen. Dont talk to us like that okay? we are your parents and i dont want to hear you raise your voice again. YOU UNDERSTAND or not?" yeah yeah. if you think i exaggerate, you're wrong. they exaggerate much much more. urghh. (o.o) oh man. then when i dont tell them anything, they go, "Why dont you tell us anything? Sit with us lah. Talk to us..." (-_-") omg. like WHATEVER!

oh. i still love them alright. i really do. thats why i feel like i let them down. but it hurts me more to know that i cant be happy at home where i'm supposedly supposed to feel happy and safe. well i feel too safe. i wonder whether i can stay ovrnight for the 7th-8th thing. oh man. this is so damn shit. urghh..

oh man. i really miss talking to him. haha. just the talking. i'm lonely. :( i need to laugh. i need to meet up with my friends, laugh, make fun of people, exchange problems, take photos. haha. i wanna go to the beach. i need to. haha. i want to. i have to. haha. i have to get a tan. but i feel like jogging at sentosa. that sounds nice. haha. anyone wanna follow? haha. man man. we have to plan the groovy orange outing man! i'm missing people. and i'm forgetting faces and names. :O uhoh. haha.

wah! i'm scared of the nanyang guy. aha! i dont wanna meet him to give him suggestions on his business shit. i'm shy. i feel uncomfortable. anyone wanna follow? haha. i told a lie today. i really feel shitty. but i dont feel like being alone with a guy that is not him or another person i'm eye-candying. (the person will never never like me. thats for sure.:P no harm eye-candying from far.) haha.

today sold 7 watches. haha! thank you ALLAH! haha. he really is amazing. haha. cos today i prayed that we'd at least sold 5 pieces of watch today, and as each watch went with their new owners, i was damn EXCITED. haha! i mean, its AMAZING right? like so coincidental? haha. i dont think its a coincidence. nope. not at all. haha! but its SO COOL! haha. i guess we really have to believe in GOD no matter which one. cos he EXISTs. haha. if not, miracles will never happen. yes, there's a scientific reason to everything, but the thing is how in the world did a WORLD even EXIST if no one created it? how did living cells become plants, humans, animals? have you thought of that? haha. you should. haha.

manda, linette and tyra came over at 3.45 ish today. haha. they were around orchard with the koreans. haha. so they dropped by after they were done. haha. walked around hmv with them for an hour before i rushed together with them to centrepoint to buy macs. haha. ate double cheeseburger meal. haha. not upsized. :D haha.

i'm waiting for the macs at the basement of heeren to open then i can just eat there. haha.

okok. gotto go. night night! haha!

tata,
norr.

Labels: whee for quizzes

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10:49:00 pm

Thursday, 29 January 2009

today was, as expected, WONDERFULL!!! :D haha. took many many photos with Kays and the whole class and also Manda.

but i'm just so damn tired to upload it onto blogger. haha. yeapps. haha. but i think people should watch this. haha! its funny. if you're horny. haha! like fudin. haha! anddddd mayybbee mee. :P hahah! wtheck!

i'll just post up my fav pics. :D

haha. love them to bits and pieces. haha. they rock my world. seriously. i feel so happy with them . haha. and! they are the HORNY-est bunch of people on this DANG EARTH. hahah! seriously! hhaha! dang people. haha! i'm one of them. :P hahaha! thats why we are MUNYAKs! :D as you can see from the pictures above. :D i love to be one. hhaha! what to do? haha cos, ...

...we rock our own socks till the world just stops.

ohh yeahh baby. come to mama! hahah! wtheck. i'm still hyper from the whole day. haha! really so much FUN! made fun of people's dressing, made fun of people. haha. made fun of me. made fun of kays, manda, jamie, dom. haha.

stupid/funny dom went to drink corona with jamie. then he turned bright red like tomato.. he was like a snowball having red sunglasses. and splashed with tomato juice down his neck. haha! damm funny. haha. anyways, i'm downloading songs. so yupps. gotto concentrate. :D haha. nighties!

7hrs and 30 minutes to go till our fate is decided! :D

nighties nighties.

tata,
norr.

Labels: class is so much fun fun fun~

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10:09:00 pm

yay yay. movie day! hehe.... so happy. haha. today gonna watch movie then after that go to ms phua's house. muahahaha! this is really the best man! haha. no work. haha. poor za. haha. gotto kena full shift with james. :P haha. i'll pray for her so that he wont fart during work. haha! silly fella. haha.

hehe. anyway, i'm using the computer from school. :P haha. somehow i think they can see what i am typing. haha! aww heck. who cares see see lorr! crap. my singlish is getting stronger again. haha.

anyway, i think i'm getting over him. haha. thats real real good. haha. this is wonderful! :D haha. no more sadness. i've forgiven all the shit. haha. yeapps. but its not forgottened. but ahh heck. haha.

okok. i gotto log off now so ciaos!

hope you are alright and tata! :D

norr.

Labels: cinema, here i COME

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11:45:00 am

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

i so so so wanna go out. argh. i feel like i have no LIFE. NONE. :P haha.

si beh sian balls. today orchard rd was NOT crowded, the shop was NOT packed.

mah. i kena serve some ang mo but like spanish or smth. i couldnt communicate with him man. damn hard. haha. after that i started laughing cos i realised i was acting stupid trying to tell him what i wanted to say. aha! he wanted to buy a metal band from esprit. haha. it was a ladies one. but i think he wanted to use it for himself and that he thought it was gold or smth cos it was bronze coloured. haha. so i was trying to tell him it was 925 silver not gold. alamak. he dont even understand a single word i say. even thank you. alamak. haha.

ahegh ahegh. haha. i'm still coughing. haha. and i think i sprained my finger. aha. my index. haha. it hurts at a certain angle. haha. ohh ohh. yeahh! haha. manda says she'll meet me tmrw for a movie before 3! :D hahah! yeahhh baby yeahh! :D haha.

omg. crap you know. **** was so retarded. ah. the personal nick was weird. haha. i felt weird reading it. haha. i dont think i am that great or anything and the thing is that he just stops talking in convos in msn like suddenly. haha. and i dont even like talk to him. so how to know him? eh. like weird lah.

gonna go sleep now. dont care. goodnights!

tata,
norr.

Labels: going out tmrw

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10:31:00 pm

ahh. good morning all! :D haha. yesterday i was too tired to blog when i came back. haha. went to my mum's dad's brother's place. he looks like LKY ye know. haha! same age summore. :P haha. well done. haha. but they were all very loud. haha! naturally. haha. even my mum talks loudly. ahah! its in the genes so whhatt cann i saayy? haha. anyways, after visiting them and watching the WENDY WU: Homecoming warrior (damn hilarious. i've never seen a movie that comedic ever! haha! WOW!), we went to meet up with uncle Albert or bert for short. haha. he brought his wife,aunt shirley, uncle don and aunt laila. haha! damn funny cos uncle don is a joker and my dad and uncle bert was "fighting" over who was best in golf. haaha! uncle bert bought chilli crab, sambal kangkong, sweet&sour tofu, sambal stingray, black pepper beef, and calamari. ahhh. like heaven. haha! the chilli crab was malay styled so like they used real bloody chilli and it was damn bloody spicy. haha. it was dammnnn hot! haha. but shiokkk lahh. haha! then after that went to uncle bert's house for coffee. haha. i got to see the dog. haha! pheonix. haha! so kawaii nehh. haha! really. haha. she's really shy but so guai. hah. cute dog. haha. came back at around 1ish in the morning. haha. saw harold, uncle bert's son. haha. WOW! he changed ALOT man! haha. he used to be big! now he's gotten slimmer. haha! yeah. aha. it was fun. haha.

anyway, tomorrow gonna meet my sweet-dearly missed class. hahaha! we are going to Ms Phua's house. haha! for chinese new year. :P hahaha! yeahhh!! its gonna be fun fun fun. haha! cant wait. haha. so so.

sometimes i feel so alone. even with so many people around me. sometimes even with people i know. i feel so out-of-the-loop. so left out. maybe its just me. i dont know. i'm not much of a people person. haha. but ... i dont know. just so alone.

AND i think i use REALLY TOO MUCH "haha"s. in everything. cos i really dont know what to say sometimes. and its frustrating and i think its irritating to some people. so sorry! cant help it. it'll feel weird if i dont use it.

ahh. i feel like i've let my parents down. i feel so stupid sometimes. i cant even get the course i want. :'( then i feel stupid cos i try and try to make myself happy by making stupid faces in the mirror. but that just last for 5 seconds before i come back to reality.and it hurts knowing that i let them down. sighs. aww hell.

i have to go and change for work now. so tata.

norr.

Labels: life is great. HarHar. (sense the scarsm)

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10:20:00 am

Tuesday, 27 January 2009

oh the shock!

uhoh. what to do now?
i'm bored. haha. i wanna watch a movie. really really. haha. but i have no one to ajak. haha! :P hehe. i wanna ask *** but alamak. he doesnt even wanna talk to me and he is seriously hiding lah. i dunnoe what i did to him that made him scared until liddat. that goes to show that he, is , a wimp. :P sorry. but face the music yeah? but but. i dont know. seriously, why arh? why are you doing this to yourself?

HAHA! gues what! my dad just joined Facebook. heheheheh! mati aku. :P serious. :P haha! err. i have to watch my words on facebook now. *slaps head* alamakk.

why did herman view me of friendster? (i'm talking about ***'s friend here. not my dad.) :P haha. and why does he like to hide his face? is he really that ugly? hmmm... hahahhaah! wthell. haha. i feel like watching a movie on my own. haha. really. i dont mind. at least i want to try watching a movie alone.

haha. no harm trying right? hahaha.hmm. maybe i will not watch lah. :( so sad. haha. like no mood to get out of my seat. lazy. :P hahaha

i'm uploading all the photos from the last post to facebook so that my couzzies can take it. haha!

(after 4 hours)

phew. i'm done. ahah! yeahhh! haha. i love my profile picture now. haha. i rock man! naturally. cos i ROCK. :P muahahahaha! :P hahah! yeah right! hahahaha! no way mann. haha. the egoo so highhhh! :D

haha. i want to "dim sum" of many people. :P haha! 'dim sum' means 'touch the hearts'. so haha.

lame. just heard it. haha. lame lame. haha.

o.O hahah!

me and my couz. we are all lamers. haha! jokers and posers and cam whore-rers. haha! :P haha! thanks darren for being the camera man. hahaha! kk. i gotto change now. ciaos. see ya someday. :D

happy chinese new year y'all! :D

love lovey,
norr.

Labels: more ang pows?

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12:19:00 pm

Monday, 26 January 2009

did you have fun noreen? YEAHHH!!! haha. did you eat good food today noreen? YEAHHH!!!

haha. i woke up at 11am. haha. i was supposed to wake up at 8 am again to jog. haha. but i was too lazy to move. haha. so i ended up waking up at 11. haha. *sleepypig* :p haha!

anyways, i changed and got ready to go to my uncle's house for lunch. haha. this is where we had our reunion dinner yesterday.ooo. haha! anyways, i ate the spaghetti yesterday for lunch today. it was still so damn bloody good. :P oh. today was fun. took a heck lot of photos with everyone. ahah!man. i'm having a hard time trying to get these pictures uploaded. haha. i think its kinda big so hang in there. haha.anyways, mary anne jie jie says that my facebook shout outs are always so emo. so! i decided to not put emo stuff for the time being. haha!i will i will i WILL be HAPPY. haha. man man. i really wanna get my hair highlighted. haha! really! haha. i wanna either highlight it purple, red, brown, or i dont know. haha! see how. haha.

oh man. i'm feeling quite miserable. tomorrow i have nothing to do. and crap, if i go out with seha and the rest it'll be at night, but i cant go out at night. i think. oh man. crap. there goes my day lah. i wanted to watch movie, turns out that pipi is going to watch tamil movies with prakash,bhamma and divya. sad case senario. really sad. its damn sedih bulu. sad hair. :( really. haha. why me. haha. I MUST BE POSITIVE! I KNOW!!

i will go jogging tmrw! haha! do drills, and striding, then jog at bishan park again. haha! then go to the fitness corner to sit ups and push ups? haha! sounds good. but i must wake up lah. :P haha. i'll try. haha.

i cant stop listening to "remembering sunday" by all time low. i think its really my emo song. haha. sad case. cos i am still missing him but now i feel much much more normal i guess. sian balls. i hate it when ever i have nothing to keep my mind of wandering down memory lane. ahah! really. its damn shit cos even when i do something i am thinking of something else. and it hurts really bad. its like i am missing something in my life. quite frustrating knowing that you dont care. really. grr.. haha. shit, here i go again. screwing my life up.

man, i alrdy have so much problems with my points and the course that i want. argh. i hate my malay. why the hell cant they give me a damn c6? fishcakes. i hate myself. i hate myself bad. :'( oh man. i really am damn low on self-confidence now. i dont feel happy, i dont think i look nice, what else can go wrong? wow! i shouldnt say that. manny manny things can go much more "wrong". haha. touch wood. haha. my goodness. i am so totally in the dumps right now. maybe i'll like go and watch a movie alone. i guess i wont die. haha. i can laugh all i want. cry all i want. but then when the show ends, ... oh man. that sucks. haha. really. maybe i'll ask my mum. haha. watch love matters. haha! but i dont know if she'll like it. :P haha. anyhoo. why the hell do you pretend that you arent online?

anyway, after lunch, we went to my late great grandma's house for dinner where we had pizza and sushi. ahah! shiokness once again. and guess what? i ate pepperoni pizza. and no damn allergies. haha! i think its the ingredients. haha. ah heck. i still love pepperoni pizza! :P hehe. then jeannie and darren went off to their mum's side. haha. they were playing hotel 626. damn shit. its DAMN SCARY CAN? i went out of the room even before they played thes shit. haha! can get nightmares. haha. went on to liquidgeneration as well. haha. all the sick shit. haha. they made fun of a lot of things in that website.haha! crap. anyways, there's a bug in the tv room. and i hate bugs. so i'm gonna leave now. haha! buhbyes.

enjoy the photos. :P