i'm feeling really like a meanie. haha. i have made fun of mei xian, (being fat =p) dominic, and this girl. shouldn't say her name. hmm. haha. so i just wanna say :
I AM SO SO SO SORRY YE GUYS! =)
haha. there, i feel much better. hais. tomorrow i have literature paper. O's paper i mean. i feel somewhat alright with it. i think i should get like the proper ideas. i hope. :) anyways, i' m watching my anime again. WHEE! haha. the new episode has been released! i'm so damn bloody happy. wakaka. :) tomorrow after my papers gonna have to see mrs quah. but i havent done anything(her papers) yet. i'll be doing it later in the afternoon tomorrow with amanda. hmm.
yeah. more about how i disturbed everyone. actually its not really me but i just feel guilty.
okay, maybe i shouldn't say anything. just another round of saying sorry.
SO SO SO SO SO SORRY YE GUYS! luv y'all.
my my. i have only like 5 more days with everyone here before i never see them again. NO! i will see them again. omg. i dont know. my feelings are like really jumbled up. i want this papers to end but i dont want my friends around me to leave. i dont want it. i think i might actually cry. i just realise i love all of them, arses and friends alike, just because they are themselves. and i like another person but that person is just too far off for me to get. he wont even like me. bwahaha. will anyone? all this memories.. i wont want them to fade. so like everyone? lets keep in touch yeah? sighs.
SO, i have like a list of things that i want after O's that i'm planning to get. hehehe. i love it man! O's is finishing and OBAMA WON THE PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS AND NOW HE"S THE USA PRESIDENT!!! whhee..
no.1: a guitar
no.2: a new pair of shoes
no.3: a new bag
no.4: an outfit for awards night and prom night at the beach.
no.5: to highlight my hair a dark purple.
no.6: to go to holland
no.7: to go to wild wild wet on my birthday
no.8: to be with my friends forever close.
no.9: to send jamie ross coates off to Britain.
no.10: topaint my room adifferent colour other than white.
thats a whole bloody list aint' it?
haha.
oh. and i wish my parents are okay and i hope that whatever is their problem will be over with. by this weekend.
as you can see, i have a lot of shit on my mind. like a lot of bloody shit. and i just feel like being alone yet i dont wanna be alone. i' m scared for some reason. i have never been a daring person to begin with. so yeah. i'm afraid of change. i'm scared.
so don't mind me y'all. i might be a bit emo-ish sometimes. so see y'all. thanks for everything everyone! loves to all.
nites!
norr.