Heya,
today seems to be fine. just uploaded a song. isten to it people. its nice if ye have the song pls let me know? i want it so bad. haha. anyway. this is a short post cos its night and i wanna sleep.so ciaos! i love my friends. they have been there for me and now i know who my friends are. thank you. love ya peeps.<3
Labels: friends are the best.
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:37:00 pm
I HATE MYSELF! must they always start scolding me? wednesday was bad enough when they received my Mid-year results and satarted scolding me like i didnt pass.(which i did.)yesterday my mum was made to stay at home so that she could "look" after me. WHatever. it is so primary school. I am already 15 turning 16 and they say they treat me like an adut but heck, i think otherwise. dont get me wrong, i love them and all but seriously, SCOLDING me DOES NOT HELP me achieve anything. i get more demoralised that way.
my parents dont know me i feel and i think that is they way nowadays with parents and their children. seems that way cos the orals the schools give are always about how to improve relationships between parent and child or whether 'you' agree that parents nowadays are not close to their children. Well. My dad doesnt know me well enough. i think he doesnt even know my favourite colour or my favourite subject. he is always at work, come back and still does his work on his computer. i feel awkward talking to him about important things like mid-years and stuff. (i know he works for ME but i mean, working and bonding with family are two very different things.) oh well. my mum knows me, i tell her everything BUT the thing with her is that she loves my dad so much that what ever he says is right. and i, here feel extremely unimportant in the family cos even THE CAT is more important then me. really. that is like stabbing me in the heart and letting me bleed slowly. it hurts me.
well. i just cried like two buckets of tears out in more then two freaking sad hours. and i'm gonna cry a bit more cos i feel better letting out then keeping it in. its like crying on wednesday wasnt enough and now i needa continue. oh.i hate being the only child when its times like these cos i have really no one to talk to and i dont think anoyone wanted to listen to me cry. haha. my. thats the only laugh that is for today.oh i hate myself. anyway, i have to go and sleep now. ciaos. puffy and red eyes signing out.
Labels: puffies and reddies are common to me..
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:41:00 pm
HI!.
its been really long i know. but who cares? i 've been extremely busy. currently having my mid years now. so yeah. i'll finish on tuesday but i still have my O's to do. i'll be going to thailand as well so i am on a rush.
yupps. so, i m stressed and i have fallen sick due to stress. i need more vitamins. hmm. i'm impressed with the new aircon system in the dining hall of my school. its really comfortable. BUT, it is quite cold. feels like i am in America. hmm. i have A math and Literature to pass. i'm scared. really scared. hmm.
oh i think that i have nt wrote anything about AMBER's death. just wanna say that i love him loadds. and i miss him even if i dont look like it. now i just hope that ruby, topaz and bella are safe. i wanna see them grow up to be old like my kitty who is already 7yrs old this yr. oh amber. oh. the "culprit" is 4 mangy black dogs living around the area. they are strays and i dont hold it against them attacking amber. but i really do miss him. i couldnt help but feel angry at them for awhile but what can we do? He's gone. They are dogs. they dont understand human's love. they've never felt it. SO i cant blame them for his death. there must be some reason god asked him to come back so i respect this. i dont want people to hate these dogs but i really do want the school to do something to make it safer for the other kitties to live there safely. I wanna thank my school principle for adressing the school about this matter. and that she tries to do what it takes to bring safety to us and to the cats. thats all.
OK. i am dead tired. i have to go back to school today by myself so i shant waste to much time.i'll leave at 7.30 i think. should reach there at around 8.30pm. sighs. i'll go read a bit now. ciaos!
♥our lips must always be sealed
4:59:00 pm